I have only been home for merely 24 hours and I am already trying to get myself out of here. I can’t keep myself busy enough to get my mind off of things. I’ve been through things like this before and I wish that I could just flip a switch and turn off how I feel and walk away. It’s happened time after time in the past. They walked away, so why can’t I? Apparently (for me) what I’ve described is the top of the mountain, I have to do the hike first before I get there.
